Hepimizin bir tak\u0131m al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar\u0131 vard\u0131r. Kahve i\u00e7ti\u011fimiz mekan, yemek yedi\u011fimiz restoran, s\u0131k kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z kelimeler ve artt\u0131r\u0131labilecek nice \u00f6rnek bizi g\u00fcvende hissettirdi\u011fi i\u00e7in hayat\u0131m\u0131za bir \u015fekilde yer etmeyi ba\u015farm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Biz bu al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda kendimizi g\u00fcvensiz, mutsuz ve huzursuz hissederiz.<\/p>\n
Bug\u00fcn bu al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar\u0131n de\u011fi\u015fmesi \u00fczerine konu\u015fmayaca\u011f\u0131z. Bug\u00fcn insanlar\u0131n size al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yakla\u015f\u0131m \u00fczerine bir hikaye anlataca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Rus yazar Dostoyevski toplum i\u00e7erisinde konu\u015fma yapmas\u0131 sebebiyle hapse at\u0131l\u0131r. O g\u00fcne dek insanlar\u0131n davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 iyi analiz edebildi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorken tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir k\u00f6pek ona t\u00fcm bildiklerini unutturur. Hapishanede bu k\u00f6pe\u011fin yan\u0131ndan ge\u00e7en t\u00fcm mahkumlar\u0131n ona tekme att\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ama k\u00f6pe\u011fin tepki vermeyi b\u0131rak\u0131n ka\u00e7madan bekledi\u011fini g\u00f6zlemler. Daha sonra bunu irdelemeye ba\u015flar. K\u00f6pe\u011fin aksine bir mahkum yan\u0131na yakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda boynunu e\u011ferek gelecek olan tekmeye kendini haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark eder. Bunun \u00fczerine Dostoyevski k\u00f6pe\u011fin yan\u0131na yakla\u015f\u0131r ve onu ok\u015famak ister. K\u00f6pek \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n g\u00f6zlerle ona bakarken Dostoyevski’nin yakla\u015f\u0131m\u0131ndan ve onu ok\u015famas\u0131ndan korkar ve havlayarak ondan uzakla\u015f\u0131r. \u0130lerleyen g\u00fcnlerde de bu k\u00f6pek ne zaman Dostoyevski’yi g\u00f6rse ondan korku dolu g\u00f6zlerle uzakla\u015f\u0131r. Dostoyevski bu hikayeyi “\u00d6l\u00fcler Evinden An\u0131lar” isimli kitab\u0131nda anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Buradan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131lacak ders, k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011fe al\u0131\u015fmay\u0131n, al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fandan uzak durun. Bir yerlerde sizi ok\u015famak i\u00e7in bekleyen birileri her zaman vard\u0131r. Herkes size tokat at\u0131yor ve siz de yana\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 uzat\u0131yorsan\u0131z \u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcm tokat atacak insanlar hayat\u0131n\u0131zdan asla eksilmeyecek.<\/p>\n
\u0130brahim ERTEK\u0130N<\/p>\n